I don’t understand quite how it happens. It’s hard for me to understand why people act certain ways and say certain things. And the worst is when you’re in left wondering if you did something in the first place.
I guess what surprises me about situations like this is that I am not a malicious person. I don’t do things with the intent to hurt others. And I’d like to think that most people are like me. But sometimes I’m left wondering. And that’s what surprises me. How an innocent action on my part can create such a strong reaction for someone else.
And then I’m left to salvage my day with no answers and a sour stomach.
I wonder if not caring what others think is as nice as I imagine it to be.